Sometimes, I really need a break from this life. I know I am broken, may be shattered up to pieces but this is not my end. While people will continue thinking that Dipan Kumar Rout has lost his way on the unknown tracks, I will rise again and I will come back because this is not my end.

Its dark and I am afraid
I don’t remember how long I have stayed
Even the bloodhounds are sure to find my trace
And I don’t have a zeal for a tremendous chase
My eyes are blinking and my heart is slow
Never know where my footsteps shall go
Still not sure why I was made
It’s better for me to be dead
Once with enthusiasm, my heart was filled
She went away and I got killed
People think that my soul can’t be mend
I will rise, everybody, this is not my end……

This is not my end….This is not my end…

My mind is frustrated
My will power so outdated
My sorrow so rated
My heart accelerated
My vision is narrow now
Still I say it’s just wow
Where have gone my fu*king feelings
Left with castaway walls and empty ceilings
Whatever it might be, the winds shall bend
I will rise up, Coz this is not my end

This is not my end….This is not my end…

The darkness is covering my mind
The emptiness is making me blind
No matter with how much effort I try
Still can’t control that sobbing cry
Still the basic emotions so dry
Still, the same old question, WHY?
I never know what shall save me
I can’t find my salvation key
Adversaries think I just can’t defend
I’ll rise on my own, coz this is not my end

Thanks, Eminem for filling my ears with your heavenly vocals and for giving the inspiration that quenches the thirst of my soul.

Posted by:Dipan Rout

I am here to make a difference. I am here to make the web fruitful for humanity and knowledge. I am the creature of the dark. On a typical night you can find me embedded to my cozy chair, my eyes straining hard to retain the focus on the laptop monitor and a coffee mug beside to feed my insomniac soul. The result is tons of creativity and lots of innovations. Software Engineer by profession, I love music, good food and travel & photography. When I am free, I read a lot. Well that’s me . Stay Connected….!

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